My main mood is cranky while I'm sometimes all happy and excited and
talkative. And it's a pity when people meet me during my off days and think
I'm this person who is super excited to be alive. But they, at some
point, meet me when I'm in my usual mood. Their natural reaction is to
say I've changed and ask me what's wrong. But they refuse to accept that
I am cranky 90% of my life. And then they tell me to go back to being
the person they know. They refuse to accept that I don't have a choice
in the matter. Explaining it to them is of no use because the conversation
keeps going in circles. And also because, if my behavior causes no harm to me or
anyone else, I don't see why I need to explain myself to anyone. It
makes no sense that we search for happiness with such passion. But while
chasing after happiness, we often forget that the opposite of happiness
isn't sadness. And that not being happy (outwardly happy, that is)
isn't a bad thing. Because when I'm ignoring humans, not saying much or
not showing interest in conversation, I am still happy... in my own way.
Religion (a non finger-pointing post!)
Two subjects that must be avoid in most conversations are religion and politics. Since my knowledge of politics is as vast as my knowledge of French Cuisine, I will avoid it. Instead, religion! On a forum I often visit, a discussion that interested me was, "Do you belong to a religion?" Before that I had thought about religion, but never asked my self what was expected of one. So this won't be about God or god or gods. My belief or rather lack of belief in a higher power needn't be discussed here. Instead, the general idea of a religion. What is really expected from a religion? Comfort. Religion is that blanket you feel safer with. It may be hot, and you maybe sweating and yet, you need that blanket. It gives you an odd sense of comfort. That feeling of jumping from a high place knowing a safety net will catch you. Answers. What is life? What am I here to do? What will happen to me after death? Religion answers these questions. If you take a dictionary, ...
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